Its funny how you can do nice things for people all the time and they never notice. But once you make one mistake, its never forgotten.

and there's this person tht i'm absolutely crazy about
i think of you everyday, the way you look at me
the way you talk to me, the way you care
the way you smile even when i knew it was forbidden
it really aches, liking/ loving you. or jus being with you.
so, i'm standing here alone.
with no clue whut to do next.
where to goo anymore.
you messes up my head.
no one understands everything i do,
so i decided, to leave everything behind.
i know it's not right. but it's for your own good.
they know better than to judge right?
they know me better than to hurt people over and over again.
they know me better than to play with everyone's heart.
they should've known me better than to judge real quick.
that i'm nothing but a jerk with no heart
yet i try to understand them.
becauuse i care as much as they do
i have nothing againnst them.
because nvr get much time to know them!

all we've been through are deep.
i've been thinking and seems like we're going nowhere.
we're keep coming back at the same situation over and over.
it doesn't seem fair.
i guess there's nothing much more i can do.
i know we got to try and make it without each other.
i can't love you anymoreeee.
can't you see. ? it's just no good.
there's nothing left to say
i've gotta go my way
try and understand .

and this one is for special someone.
she knows who she is, she's out there.
i hope she;s listenin' to the words and the emotion
and i hope she knows .
hhmm listen...

yuh a lot of people say but don't mean it
i've been through the stages and i've seen it
before i didn't feel it
but now i really believe it
i wanna take you places thats nice
i swear you got me hypnotized
i ain't feeling ripped inside
this pure love is so right
i wanna hold you so tight
breaking up? there's no time
i think about you all day
and dream about you all night
until the end of time my heart belongs to you
just wanna let you know that i love you
and i until the day my arms hold on to you
just wanna let you know that i love you
and i miss you its well
i haven't seen you in a while
and i hope you're doing well
have you moved on. ?
i know i'm struggling but i'll fight it
i think about you even when writing
you're the reason i'm writing
i hope you learn how to stop crying
don't give up on love please
don't stop trying
i love you, more than everything
could ever say.
but you need to know that
some people take advantage of them
three words. but it's more than
just words, you gotta prove it and show it
believe me i know it
so don't fall in the trap of . . .
i love you
i think about you from time to time
do you even think about me ?

don't want to
don't need to
don't have to
miss,love,care for you
still do
hard to
forget about you
stop tryna
stop holding
me back to you
hurts me
makes me
insanely inlove with you
can't be
don't be
the one i can't live without
hate
ignore
me and everything will be just fine .

I knew yoou loved,
I knew you cared.
You did what no one else dared.

Often in life we forget the things we should recognize.
And recognize the things we should forget.
Or sometimes we just can't face the truth.
That we made a big mistake and there is no way that.
We could fix such thing. But...
We have to stop hurting over past mistakes, and just...
Learn from them and move on.
Just because we lost someone we love;
Just because they left us/left them;
Just because everything is falling apart;
Doesn't mean that it isn't what we've been waiting for.
I realized that life is too short to live with...
Sorrow, Heartache, and Disappointment.
Because every breath we take is a whole new chapter in our lives.
Not all scars are visible, not all wounds heal tommorow.
It's just a matter of time.
I want to spend some time together and make the best of it.
There is no promises that we're going to be around tommorow.
To make up for today's mistakes.

It was concluded for a while now, but the guilt just kills. . . The things I showed you were real, don't doubt nothing, because you know I cared . . . And I am honestly sorry, for the things I've nver saiid I did. . .I was unfaithful, narrow minded and i just know it. . .You were clueless and I was a fool to take advantage of everything we had and now that we've lost it. . .I hope you know that this is for you . . .It might not be the way it used to be but ~iluandholdthesewrdstrue. ~ memorable span with you was incomprehensibly unbelieveable. . .It was once a fantasy but you gave me light to look forward for tommorow. . . If only we could be the same again. . .I'll do anything, whatever it takes to win your friendship back the way it used to be. . . Being your friend is all i ask for. . . I want those days to come back, fool around without awkwardness, . Beiing like that is all we gotta do .

No regrets. But this is killing me.Let me be free from you.. Cause honestly, i can't face the truuth.! I need this time to be away from you. I'm not stupiid. i know where i am exactly in ur liife. whut about you?? i'm selfish?? whut about my feelings i jus can't find a way to deal with.. No matter how much i triied to talk and pretend everything's okaay.. It's not and nver will be okay until you finally decide whut you want who you want.. cause i dun think i'm selfissh.. i'm not the one who wants both. i'm not the one saying falling for you to #1 and says whut about me, u got me hopiing to #2.. stick to one.. would you. ? Done!

In a blink of an eye, everything has changed. I tried to look in your eyes. To find simple explanation for what I’m feeling inside. I knew I had to have you by my side. I need this time to be with you. ‘Cause I’m missing you insanely. I can’t stand being far any longer. I want to hold you near once more. I will keep on waiting until. You finally realized that you miss me too. Even if you don’t need me anymore. Even if you don’t like me anymore. Even if you don’t want me anymore I would still be here to make you smile. But I can’t find the need to take a breath. ‘Cause you don’t know, can’t see. What really goes on inside of me. You make me laugh when I don’t even want to smile. You’re unlike other and I don’t want to ever like another. If I only have the right to say I love you. If you would only love me back. You wouldn’t have to cry no more. I'd rather be alone than. To go on without you. You mean every little thing to me. I wish you were here with me. What i show you are real. Just believe me, and don't worry. Nguyen-Bolivar-Persaud's-Fondales-Caesar-Lagumbay-Catalig-Hermano-